What if I planted a citrus forest?

I love citrus fruits, especialy if they would be mini bonzi size ones with little grapefruits, and little lemons!!! YUM! I love lemons!!! especialy california ones. I accomplished one of my goals of picking a lemon right off a tree and taking a bite of it!!! No peeling or nothing!! I WAS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! so sweet, lemons off a tree are sweet and delicious, not like store lemons. you haven't had a lemon till you've had it off a tree.
I'm upon a computer in cyber defense, someone is filming us, and we are supposed to look like we are doing something, so I'll just spew random crap from atop my head!
there's this book that i'm reading that I realllllyy like, cuz the whole series is really good, i'm assuming this will be the last. The first book is called airborn, second is skybreaker, and the third is starclimber. I particulary adore them because they are centered around airships of the past such as zepplins, think Hinden burg if that has any meaning for you. When i first read airborn, I loved this ships, they sailed the skys, lighter than air, I wished I could have been part of it, I had no idea that there was a time, when these things flew the skys from contenient to contenient...
They were real! I never knew about these massive vessils, used to rule the skys, used to be the new wonder of travel, used to be the height of technology. How is it that I didn't get to live in this generation? I was extatic when I first discovered the real facts of airships, I practicaly exploded! I felt as if this whole new world had been opened for me, and I had the key firmly in my grasp. How could I let this slip away. I've always been facinated with the skys, I've always wanted to fly. The only times I have really felt insanly, intensely happy was when I was in the air, but not in something like an airplane, something like flying dreams, or when I was in a glider...those were the times...
But more than anything, I want to get the skys by my own means. I love creating things, vehicles actually...hah, many failed attempts and many unfinished plans, but vehicles never the less. Anything that can move humans in way that they aren't desinged to move is really the true focal point for me I guess. Boats, hotair balloons, things on wheeles, I love them. My most recent obsession came about when I sumbled across a website for making solar powered hot air balloons. Now, stop here and sollumly swear that you will not steal this idea from me! Promise! REally...I've spent almost two years now planning to built one big enough to lift a person, and you can only make one if you promise to let me help!!!
anyways, I these crazy inventions just crash around in my head, and I just can't find the time to make them! ASIDRHOGDIJLDGJFJFJJHDFHFHFGH!!!
Or the idea of incorperating airship technology with a bike and a helecopter. Have enough helium to get lift, and then a peddle powered turbine on the top for extra power. I want to make these things!!!!!!!!
Or a hang glider, you can't imagin the countless times that I've imagined my self soaring off my roof on a handcrafted glider! I was planning on starting with a Barbie proff modle and working my way up...but of course, time did not oblige and I was stuck, again a gliderless person.
Any ideas? anyone want to help?
Creating things, I love it.
You know that feeling that you get when you go on a ride, or lean back on a swing just right, and your stomach feels like it's exploding in an insanly good way? Me and sarah started calling that the "giggly tummy" when we were younger. That's also something I love searching for! It just feels like you have to laugh, I love it!
well everyone is on facebook, I wonder why I'm doing this...I'm very proud of my non-facebook status if you care to know. I could go on about why, but people would probably...not apreciate it very much.
Why do we do such pointless things? Oh, not on teh facebook topic anymore, (but I COULD be!!..)
anyways
now I should do something of relivance, like study math...well, hum, relivance, maybe not, but kinda important for the moment...

scattered thoughts

Holden-observer, watching the world spin by around him. He never wants to have another conversation, he can just pretend to be def and mute. Deathly afraid of any "flity" activity towards him, says it' happened about 20 times since he was a kid. Back in the same routine, will he ever apply himself? How will putting him back in another school help? how? I don't know.
some great fall, sinking into nothing at the end of each block, only Allie can save him.
schools over
finish later
wow...
done

Sorry Viewers

Our video really sucks, it's probably going to be the most pointless boring thing you've ever watched, sorry.  It would be better, it would be great! but there are only so many hours in a week...

just a disclaimer, sorry Mrs. J, my other group members and everyone else.

this is it...

it's final, i'm about to explode...

really, i don't care anymore, you can honestly only do so much homework per day without exploding, or having mental breakdown.  I'm about to accomplish both. 

why the heck am i doing this anyways, i have about forty other things, all due on monday.

happy home-working everyone, try to refrain from exploding.  only ten-ish more days, but there about to be the ten worst days of my life!

i thought that it would work!

so leah the kind soul that she is, lent me her laptop of which i am now on...

heres the thing

it says : Leah your computer doesn't burn DVD's

(which was the whole reason why i borrowed it, so i could finish&burn our lit. project!!GHAHAHAGSHADSOLLROTDIKKDFFFFFFFFfff!

at least it has photobooth!

Downpour

phonies

I Love you...

(she's a pain in the ass)

I Love you too...

(his hair is corny)

Holden&Phoebe

"She just kills me..."
obviously not in a bad or literal way! Holden really loves his sister, or feels some brotherly connection towards her. She just kills him, and that's why he doens't want anything to kill her.
Not in a way where someone is going to come at her with a dagger, but in a more continual sense. Because Phoebe is this small, young, and vulnerable, Holden feels like her needs to protect her. Not just her, Holden seems to have put this responsibility on himself, this job, the he must do. He needs to protect these innocent young minds and bodies, from all the phoniness of the world ready to unhinge it's giant jaw and swallow them whole, as soon as they dare step into the world! He still clings to this childhood part of him. It seemed to be this place where there were no phonies, no troubles, no one to fail or destroy. He has to protect those kids, he has to keep them in those little glass cases in the museum. They are running, and about to run out of the safe, fruitful pastures of childhood, and fall off the cliff, into the unpredictable airs of adult hood. He has to catch them, he has to be the catcher in the rye...

Marriage

Will you marry me?

will you dare to grow?

Right-straight out of school, the way they want it to go?

Will you marry me?

Will you bind yourself in twine?

a pretty parcel that can be all mine?

I'll get down on one knee, promise to be good

hand you a ring, just like a should.

Will you marry me?

Will you say "I do"?

exit down the aisle, with the music as our cue?

When the car finally leaves, with crowds behind

I can only wish, this deal was not signed.

(sorry, it rhymes...Ms Koch would explode)